So at this point I’m quite sick of it, because I KNOW it has effected me… and I’m afraid I can’t go back.

I simply expect too much from what’s real anymore.

I don’t know how to reverse this… Actually I just figured it out. (get friends… get more social)

Still sucks though. Kinda pisses me off that the population is drowned in a sex/romance fantasy. Who knows, I could be subject to someone’s distinctively high standards…

Very mad right now about this.

Do something for this http://www.thebigadgig.com/

Make “Awesome Battle Revolution Epic Evolution”

Make another dynamic game of epic adventure

Master Silverlight

Master SQL

(master = I can Google something I need and copy and paste the code in the way I need it and tweak it enough just in case I need to customize the code)

Make a website that can get ad clicks that way I can afford my September 18th project.

Make a small fun entertaining game.

Describe this physical phenomenon.

Abercrombie’s thing.

Do well in school.

I see everything as an opportunity. I have to pic which ones I think I can make the most of.